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besook terakhir sekolaah yey, dan sebulan 2 minggu kita akan libur. *libur macam apa tuh* haha kayaknya itu kelamaan deh, emang iyaa haha. besok mau penjelasan mengenai kontrak yang dialamatkan untuk kami. kira-kira ikut tidak yaa? cuma takut menyesal sajaa. um hari ini ada kejadian membingungkan haha. oh iya terkadang kalau saya lihat dia dari jauh, masih kayak tidak percaya kalo orang yang saya liat itu adalah orang yang selama ini saya admire-kan. aneh ya? anehkan? aneh memang haha. itu beda dan, um karena kan kalo saya admire sama orang, itu takut-takut liat, itu admire ato in love kah? haha entaah, pkoknya begitulah~, nah karena takut-takut liat jadi masih kurang hapal mukanya, *alay!* hahaha tepatnya agak rasa berbeda kalo liat jelaaas, haha makanya jadi aneh :D

galaau mamen

ini sudah hari sabtu pertama semenjak sekolah kembali sehabis liburan semester dua, dari kelas Xb menjadi XI IPA 2, bangga! tiap hari waktu terus berjalan, tapi tapi tetap tidak ada perkembangan, kasian yah haha memang, tapi tak apa suatu hari itu masih tetap akan ada, amin.

haha lagi bingung soal kontrak-kontrak nih (waah, kayak entertainer saja yah) tapi ini betulan, tepatnya untuk sebuah kontrak. masih 50:50 nih, sign it or not. keuntungannya sih banyak, dan saya jugaa mauu itu, but the problem now, itu susaah, takutnya nanti saya menyesal. banyak dari mereka yang tidak mau, eh bimbang maksudnya, saya jadi terbawa-bawa bimbang jugaa. sekarang pasrah dah guaa! tinggal tunggu nantinya saja lah, let see.

:D

astaaaaggaaaaaaahh quotes nya keren, baca yaah, harus baca!


“Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn't do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover.” 
-H. Jackson Brown Jr., P.S. I Love You


“Here's to the crazy ones. The misfits. The rebels. The troublemakers. The round pegs in the square holes. The ones who see things differently. They're not fond of rules. And they have no respect for the status quo. You can quote them, disagree with them, glorify or vilify them. About the only thing you can't do is ignore them. Because they change things. They push the human race forward. And while some may see them as the crazy ones, we see genius. Because the people who are crazy enough to think they can change the world, are the ones who do.” 
― Apple Inc.


“I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.” 
― Marilyn Monroe


“The opposite of love is not hate, it's indifference. The opposite of art is not ugliness, it's indifference. The opposite of faith is not heresy, it's indifference. And the opposite of life is not death, it's indifference.” 
― Elie Wiesel


“You have brains in your head. You have feet in your shoes. You can steer yourself any direction you choose. You're on your own. And you know what you know. And YOU are the one who'll decide where to go...” 
― Dr. Seuss, Oh, the Places You'll Go!


“People are often unreasonable and self-centered. Forgive them anyway.
If you are kind, people may accuse you of ulterior motives. Be kind anyway. 
If you are honest, people may cheat you. Be honest anyway.
If you find happiness, people may be jealous. Be happy anyway.
The good you do today may be forgotten tomorrow. Do good anyway.
Give the world the best you have and it may never be enough. Give your best anyway. 
For you see, in the end, it is between you and God. It was never between you and them anyway.” 
― Kent M. Keith


“Fairy tales are more than true; not because they tell us that dragons exist, but because they tell us that dragons can be beaten.” 
― G.K. Chesterton


“I am nothing special, of this I am sure. I am a common man with common thoughts and I've led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten, but I've loved another with all my heart and soul, and to me, this has always been enough..” 
― Nicholas Sparks, The Notebook


“Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.” 
― Bob Marley


“People think a soul mate is your perfect fit, and that's what everyone wants. But a true soul mate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that is holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life. 


A true soul mate is probably the most important person you'll ever meet, because they tear down your walls and smack you awake. But to live with a soul mate forever? Nah. Too painful. Soul mates, they come into your life just to reveal another layer of yourself to you, and then leave. 


A soul mates purpose is to shake you up, tear apart your ego a little bit, show you your obstacles and addictions, break your heart open so new light can get in, make you so desperate and out of control that you have to transform your life, then introduce you to your spiritual master...” 
― Elizabeth Gilbert, Eat, Pray, Love


“This life is what you make it. Not matter what, you're going to mess up sometimes, it's a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you're going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends - they'll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, somg go. The ones that stay with you through everything - they're your true best friends. Don't let go of them. Also remember, sisters make the best friends in the world. As for lovers, well, they'll come and go too. And babve, I hate to say it, most of them - actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you can't give up becuase if you give up, you'll never find your soul mate. You'll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesn't mean you're gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you don't, then who will, sweetie? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life's a beautiful thing and there's so much to smile about.” 
― Marilyn Monroe

back to school (y)

kemarin kan hari pertama sekolah, sebenarnya tadi malam mau update blog tapi lagi jelek jaringan haha so now im going to tell about my first and second day of school :D

nah kemarin, kan pertama sekali sekolah, saking tidak sabarnya, malamnya saya tak bisa tidur sampe pagi untung mah sudah tidur siang lamaa. nah terus pas sampe di sekolah, jeng jeng jeng kata pertama itu wth! betul2 kayak laskar pelangi tau tidaaak. mengecewakan huh. mana jendela kami belum terpasang lagi, tidak ada kipas angin pula, plus plus listrik tidak ada. ini sekolah di kota palu atau sekolah di desa palu seeh? 

nah nah pas selanjutnya, wali kelas baru kami masuk kemudian membicarakan tentang ketua wakil bendahara dan sekretaris kelaas. dan jeng jeng lagi masa saya di pilih untuk jadi sekretaris sih. maunyaa apaaaaaa? cukup sudah beban jadi bendahara tahun kemarin, eh malah sekretaris lagi.

and the second day, saya datang jam 7.20 whaaat? bikin malu rasanya, untung tidak di hukum fuh eh tapi tapi jangan jangan di minus lagi sama pa dewaaaa aaa mati lah sayaa! tapi sudahlah, yang pnting jangan di ulang lagi kan? :P

secret admirer kayaknya :D

eheem tes tes, hihi yuhuuu men, 2nd rank of EDC. dapat uang lah at least, nah nah tunggu dulu, begini ada speaker dari sekolah lain (im not going to tell specificly about that) gaya dia membawakan speechnya kayak mau ba ajak berkelahi, wow wonderful! hahaha alhasil tidak berhenti-berhenti ketawa karena ituu. tapi baguslah, dia tetap pede dan sama dirinya sendiri haha, tapi kemarin itu sudah betul-betul di luar dugaan, sudah cape2 latihan sampe malam selama berhari-hari eh malah banyak pesertanya tidak excited mau berlomba hiks, tapi tak apalah makasih atas hadiahnya hahhaha.

daaan je je je jeng, banyak yang haha begitulah kereeen kaka-kakanyaa, ada kan itu kaka beuh cool men, sy fans, ini mah cuma sekedar fans yah tidak lebih, auranya keren dan, entah bagaimana pastinya keren lah hahaha sejauh ini msih cari-cari fb dan twitternya tapi kenapa tidak ada-ada ya? haha kaka-kaka yg lain pada pake BB eh dia masih nokia loh, bangga rasanya, jarang loh begitu, padahal dia ketuanya hihihi semoga bisa dapat fb dan twitternya lah supaya bisa cepat di susupo :D