#13 januari 2012

hey, hello hahaha. I have a lot of stories for today, then 1st story, we were going to mall to have some small activity because tomorrow bing will go back to cendekiaaa Biiinnnnggg we’ll miss u! Hhehe there were many things happened before, we were laughing together having fun together, eating together, taking picture and etc hehe.


Nah, selanjutnya oh ya hampir lupa kemarin kan ada presentase untuk bussiness challenge jadi kita berempat dari pagi sampe sore di sekolah. Naahhhh, pas sorenya setelah di tunggu-tunggu ternyata kita besok presentasenya karena waktu sudah mw mlam. Jdi tadi pas jam pengembangan diri kita presentase, dri smw grup rata2 slide powerpointx itu belasan ke atas tpi kita Cuma 8 meenn, gilaaa kan? Haha artinya itu btul2 hanya point brarti itu bagus. Aduh tau tidak? Ada tes untuk youth exchange ke jepang loh, tidak berharap banyak sih hanya cari pengalaman-pengalaman untuk kedepannya nanti. Terus, lanjut ke BC, hehe sorenya selepas dari mall kita ke sekolah untuk berkumpul karena kataaanya sih ada pengumuman untuk BC. Naah, terus pas sampe disana katanya kalau belum lengkap tidak boleh masuk jadi saya nungse dan cynta hanya duduk-duduk di luar tunggu ika karena dia masih shalat d mall kata. Tpi selanjutnya asrini b pnggil d suruh masuk kita, jdi msuklah kita hehe. Pas masuk di kasih sedikit saran-saran lagi, terus di panggil setiap perwakilan grup untuk maju ambil makalahnya dengan amplop berisi hasilnya. Saat itu sumpaahhhh saya deg-deg karena katanya hanya 1 yang terpilih. Sebelum di buka kita bismillah dulu, eh dorang dimas so buka isi amplopnya, dorang sudah berteriak-teriak yes dan baku peluk2 haha dan jreeennngg! Ekspresinya kita sudah jele, apalagi nungse dan cynta, dorang so mw menangis karena kita pasti t mngkin bsa juga, karena hanya 1 yang akan di pilih. Tapi secepat kilat saya buka itu amplop karena kelompoknya asrini juga sudah b teriak-teriak kemenangan dan saya yakin kita juga bisa itu, nah pas di buka itu, kalian tau apa tulisannya? “selamat kalian berhasil ke tahap selanjunya! ^^” yeaaaaaa so kyk mw menangs b dengar haha alhamdulillah yah :* terus pas pulangnya saya kan di jemput, terus dy lewat, hahaha bru sy lg pke helm jele pas itu hahaha ampuunn dah!
#13 januari 2012

#8th of january 2012

Yah, like this, i’m fellin envy to see my friends hahha i also wanna feel like what they feel now, they are so lucky J sometimes i feel tired with all of this crazy things that drive me insane, but umm i can’t just give up in this situation, i need to show him (?) hhahaha noo no, of course not. Does he know all of this pain that burden me? Does he ever think this? Doesn’t he want to help me for this pain? Will he? Will he have it, will he have the same like what i feel? Oh gosh! Those are the questions that still need answer in my mind that makes my brain harder to think. Hn, well yah for you someone over the rainbow, if i can, i only want you to GO AWAY from my mind! 


Hey, um just forget what i’ve wrote before, mm i have a quote that says like this “a guy can make u think he loves u while he doesn’t, a girl can makes u think she doesn’t love you while she really does” from that quote, i think i know, all of those things that make me feel happy, that make smile on my face, yah only me feel it, while he doesn’t. Maybe for him it’s just usual things, but i was just too make it as a happy things that made me think that he also loves me but hhaha, it wasn’t!
Okey then, let’s pretend that everything is alright! I just want to share something, um yah on the first day of school it was 3rd of january 2012, in the canteen, when i bought some snacks and i wanted to pay it, i heard his voice, guess what?? He was beside me, at first he was like show me that i’m annoying because i was too talkative at that time, but it was just like a kidding, then he paid his snacks hahaha um his money is given to me because that should be my money as a (kembalian??) hahahah i still keep that money but i think i don’t need to keep it so i plan to use it someday J


#8th of january 2012